Saturday, November 14, 2009
Being Cramped
Projects and Tests including CA exams have started to jump on us already, that is quite a pressure to start this early..
Everyone in my class is pressured, well most of them....
Umm, I currently making notes for MICE and Public Relation class test around next week, STRESSED!
I still got mood to play computer games at Facebook,beating my classmates' scores,haha!
Sigh,school days are getting darker,quieter and definitely feeling a little more lonely cos of this stupid reason of mine is that I don't feel I wanna talk to them and there's nothing to talk about at all seriously...Same applies back at them.
Though I want to communicate with them, there's no more hot topics to talk about.
I just feel lonely there and I just wanna run away to another stage of my life...
Dear to myself, November is halfway done and Nearing Christmas and New Year...by then around 3 months to withstand and let go when graduation comes...
Though I can't wait to get out but my heart remined me that the time I have now should be taken necessarily and not wasting it.
So yeah, focus properly on studies and projects to "pei" me for the time being, hoping to put my mind to another state where I can be at least happy and occupied totally...
Praying that the ending will be good...
I really prayed that at the end of the darkest tunnel, there will be a light with the person I can embrace to...holding on till the end...
Whenever I see my guy classmates played Tckhou Ball game last Thursday, it reminded me about the times I had moments with each of them (most of them) in the past and recently past...they are great still and glad to know them though some of them are very irritating real bad...Sad thing we are not talking as much as we did before but its ok...At least I know them and their lives abit....
Haha, in whatever game there is, guys can make the game so entertaining and very lively than we girls do...yeah lah...rough out all the way!
"Im not talking to you cos I suspect something bad will happen if we come too close to each other...its not you but me..."