Thursday, March 26, 2009
When The Day I Will Be Saved...
Day and Night
Hit on the road or the water
I will see someone hold on to someone
Specially to her/him.
Group of loyal friends
Ganging together
Like loyal Mafia
Willing to rule the world together
Despites their differences
Yet so able to collide
Like brothers and sisters
Able to understand and give care
At each turn of event
I asked myself
"If this is their time...."
"When this will be mine?"
"Will I be too late live that time?"
It hurts and feel my heart with jealousy
Green with envy
All over and over again
Being hung by a thread
Getting to break at anytime
Like the flame of the candle
Is about to be blown away
I want to be saved by someone for once
I want to lay my head on someone's shoulder for once
I want to cry in front of someone for once
I want to be loved for who I really from someone for once
I want to hear the beautiful words like "I'm glad that you exist" for once
I want to be protected with someone for once
I want that someone to know that it will be ok for a long time for once
I want to be someone I can truly out my life I can easily trust for once...
Why is it so hard for me to have one?
Am I the expected target?
Will I have to be alone forever?
Please....help...me....
Just for goodness sake...listen to my heart breaking while I am acting strong to save myself from falling...
Im tired to be like this for so long...
Too long to be strong...Im fragile...going to break anytime soon...
"Hold and Tug Me Tight Not To Let Me Go,Please..."
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Gone Off For Now
Ok, tomorrow is the start of my 3 week attachment. I am very nervous and afraid that I will make silly mistakes on the way...heee!
So with that, this blog of mine will once again covered with dust for these 3 weeks expect the weekends but still may be occupied with something ahead.
Bought all the great office outfits and just need to gear up my office weapons,haha...
During absense of this blog, last Wednesday, I had outing to Sentosa and Vivocity with Ah Ting and Yvette. It was fun and almost realxing...cos I was feeling it but not to the max,boohoo...cos I was late because of the bus..bloody hell.
But besides that point, everything went, we went to the sandy beach with our skins "burned" alive under the sweet kiss sunshine.Then we went under shelter to play UNO game...camwhoring ourselves with silly poses and phrases.
Finally, to top it off, we went to the rooftop to get our feet wet and walk around it. Yve and I talked alot of things just to get things out of our chests...it felt good especially our feets. It was like stepping stones.
Yesterday,my family and I went to the Sun Plaza with the main objective: to buy office clothes... very important. It was the best shopping spree I ever had...trying like hella lot of clothes and making strong comments. Having our meal at Canvana makes me sleepy and very the satisfied before shopping, so be cautious,haha!
Last Tuesday, I watched the greatest movie of all, V for Vendetta...it was very emotional about taking revenge that V wanted to do after all the pain and suffering he has been thru. And then came, Evey who was intially safe by V during distress by the 3 bad guys trying to get fresh with her.Soon, they both fell in love but unfortunately in the end V died due to heavy shooting by the group of organisation. V said his last words to Evey in her arms,"I fell in love with you,Evey which I never bring myself to do it...You have given me the most beautiful thing you ever give me...*slience*.
When I watched that last part, I was so sad about the ending...Undying extraordinary love,ah?
Ever since then, I am officially in love with the movie and personalized my laptop with V for Vendetta pictures,AAAHHH! DUN DIE! REVIVE YOURSELF! HAHA!
Ok, I better stop here...cya then..Pictures and Videos will be soon uploaded when I have a time and energy to do it,k? :)
"You Cut My Hair...You Torture Me,YOU TORTURE ME,Why....?"
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Agree with Yani's Mind-Gym Post
Please to welcome comments for this post only,thanks
I have found this very interesting originally from Yani's Blog:
It's better to be alone, than in the wrong company.
Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you.
If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights.
A mirror reflects a man's face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses.
The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate; for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve.
An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they are. Friends that don't help you climb will want you to crawl. Your friends will stretch your vision or choke your dream. Those that don't increase you will eventually decrease you.
Consider this;
never receive counsel from unproductive people.
Never discuss your problems with someone incapable of contributing to the solution, because those who never succeed themselves are always first to tell you how.
Not everyone has a right to speak into your life.
You are certain to get the worst of the bargain when you exchange ideas with the wrong person.
Don't follow anyone who is not going anywhere.
With some people you spend an evening; with others you invest it.
Wise is the person who fortifies his life with the right friendships.
" With this, do you agree? Do you really believe in the meaning of Friends Forever?"
Friday, March 13, 2009
My Final Round and GO~
*Breathe Hard*
I would like to announce that the exams are finally over and able to stretch my feet and importanntly my mind in ease...
DING DING DING~!
FINAL ROUND~!
About the last paper which Event Planning and Logistics:
My Review: I really thought that the paper would be quite challenging but hell no..it was not easy and not hard which I could manage to answer most of the questions to save some good marks. Pretty smooth as I went along. I was just over-pressured myself,that's all,hehe!
My Results: To be continued...(Sorry) ;P
Goodbye to school and hello holidays!
1 month to be exact:
But I know that I will be on the attachment with some German Company at Jurong Side...It will be for 3 weeks and start at 23 March to 11 April...I am very bloody nervous though I worked in the office before...with my mum,haha! But this time, I am working alone there! ARGH!
Yeah, I have 1 week plus to my own....plan to hang out and stuff...hope so...
I gonna use all my time for something good for my benefits....
I end here..
Peace and Signning Off! >.<
PS: (To My Ex-Bestie) Happy Birthday Dianah...
"Does this type of black look good on me?"
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Exam Unlimited and A Broken Record
Ok after the two exams, my class and I have "survived" its obstacle of tragedy.
Hoping we all will pass...both good and bad...and I am not joking and really praying for it...
Ok...
DING DING DING~!
First Round: Business Communication
My review: To be honest, it turned out as what I have learned were all there almost barely. It was like I was almost gonna be in pain but I "escaped" from the pain.It turned out to be manageable like I pray for every time...not easy but not hard...Importantly,I have managed to finish in time and double check the paper...and yea3, it was cool.
My Result: I have K.O Biz Com...
DING DING DING~!
Second Round: The Very the Alot of Chapters (11) Principles of Marketing!
My Review: Though there were many chapters to cover, I tried to push myself too far because it will definitely lost my memory but to relax in and out. The paper for MCQ was great easy but as normal Section B and C were pretty tough....However I managed to answer the questions. It was more intense than the previous paper.Feeling that I could have the chance to breakdown totally...but again I calmed myself...Finished the paper with cramps in my head....no joke....
My Result: Once again, it was K.O by me...hehe
For now, I have to revise Events Planning and Logistics for the final round....like 8 chapters,hoping to make it in time....
Oh yeah, Yve and I have chatted on the phone about alot of cool topics last night which lasted for 2 hours!
2 STRAIGHT HOURS....HAHA
THE WORLD RECORD SO CALLED HAHA!
But really we talked alot of important stuff in the future and what to do list thing...
We will try to plan it out first...cos now I dun think we can start the engine yet...dun worry, hope it will come true!
"Who Will Make It Rim Supreme?"
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Exam DeJaVu
Exam Commencing Tomorrow...FISH! Ahh!
Go Away Pleaseeeeeeeeee!
Don't ever call me the 4 pointer cos I am the slacker at certain extent!
I am telling the truth here!
Who the hell want to study 24/7...OMG!
I can never reach that standard....
Ok lah I end here see, see you at the other side of life (not dead)
I was walking along the pathway
You were ahead of me
Thinking I would fall on the floor first
You were winning yet unsatisfied
Your soul is going nowhere
Your feet brought out alot of curiousity
That lead you saddness,pain and deeply unawared
I never see you that way before
Not before, not ever a second
My dear...you can fall now
I am going to catch you when you do
We will be in the same line of life....
Just hoping that I will help you without any doubt concern....
Cos I really want to guide you as much as I can give...
"Perished Thoughts"
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Why?
Today, you told me I will be the number one...
I felt very touched inside but never let them out...
I just wanna act tough...
You kept me thinking...
"Why are still talking to me after all sudden things between us before?"
"Weren't you uncomfortable talking and looking at me?"
"Why you still forgiving after all this drama I cause you?"
............................
In my mind...........
You are the greatest friend I ever met in my entire life....and thanks for being my friend too...
Thank you....
And stop calling me "OLD"!
Hahaha nah kidding...
"Study Smart Not Hard Everyone! JIAYOU for all exams ahead! haha! XD"
Monday, March 2, 2009
No Time to Update! BASKET EXAMS!
Hoo Hay Haa~ ?_?
Nevermind the introduction I have made...
I am just deeply stressed and if I really made it...I will lay on my knees and praised the blue sky like mad...
No joke...don't play play cos it is less than a week away to exam time...
Man~thanks to the last minute bombarded projects and something else,sigh...everything kenal wrong timing....
I just gonna be strong and presevere...one step at a time....
It is just like balancing on the wire line,waiting for myself to fall and bomb blasted myself to other side of the world....
Seeing my classmates stressed and covered themselves with papers and books, stressed and scared me out...
I don't know...I'm scared and that I will admit through...
For these few absent days of my blog, there are alot of things happened...willl be updating as soon as the exams are officially over...
I honestly am very jealous...of the people I see getting " socially famous " and that's what I most envied than a big craving for a box of chocolates...
Sigh....ok lah I better end it now or this will never end,haha!
*_*
" I saw a big cat is double the size than my cat...hiyo....train my cat to NS and can kaki with me to fight during the catfights! hooo hahaha"
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