Almost later part of the November has passed since I last blog, to be honest here, for this second, I really don't want to blog up but since I got the time to do so, so why not blog it!

Umm, PR (CA) Test occured last Wednesday, it was a really fruitful and satisfying good effort for me that I can definitely say that I did well enough to pass like around at least 45/50?

So yeah, not nervous and not anxious for my result.

Sigh! zzz Projects are aching my my heart and mind over...cooperating ok...only that for the last project grouping for PJMS...that liar bastard "anxiously" put his name in my group where I told him my final say that I need to discuss with my group members.

Cos you know what, he is like a evil follower, he's just keep following wherever we go once he sees us...

VERY IRRTIATING BASTARD I SAY~!

I don't even bother what other classmates think about it cos I am not meant to be the good one accept everyone to be in just to pity them...nah~!

I got this information from one of my close friends and I don't blame her at all.

Sigh, class test for MICE for next coming thursday and so the draft proposal for the PR,shit ah!

In additional which is not that bad, NAFA test for the girls is on next coming wednesday at 1.15pm which is 15 mins after the last lesson...just get and over with!

Yesterday, I got hooked up laughing with the jokes-fighting session with Erik and WeiQiang...I got slamdunked down by Erik as he obviously won, ahha whatever....

WeiQiang failed his "bluffing me out" mission that resulted me laughing up and away...and funny to his ending expression haha!

Now all I wanna do to relax myself wholeheartedly while I still can.

I think I won't be coming for tchouball sessions anymore...feeling like a loner there and obviously wasting my time hearing referee's/coach's nagging session about the acknowledgement of game rules so engrossfully...

Anyway I lived quite far away ending my body to dry out the energy.

My body will not be very happy with me...Im sorry...

Projects and Tests including CA exams have started to jump on us already, that is quite a pressure to start this early..

Everyone in my class is pressured, well most of them....

Umm, I currently making notes for MICE and Public Relation class test around next week, STRESSED!

I still got mood to play computer games at Facebook,beating my classmates' scores,haha!

Sigh,school days are getting darker,quieter and definitely feeling a little more lonely cos of this stupid reason of mine is that I don't feel I wanna talk to them and there's nothing to talk about at all seriously...Same applies back at them.

Though I want to communicate with them, there's no more hot topics to talk about.

I just feel lonely there and I just wanna run away to another stage of my life...

Dear to myself, November is halfway done and Nearing Christmas and New Year...by then around 3 months to withstand and let go when graduation comes...

Though I can't wait to get out but my heart remined me that the time I have now should be taken necessarily and not wasting it.

So yeah, focus properly on studies and projects to "pei" me for the time being, hoping to put my mind to another state where I can be at least happy and occupied totally...

Praying that the ending will be good...

I really prayed that at the end of the darkest tunnel, there will be a light with the person I can embrace to...holding on till the end...

Whenever I see my guy classmates played Tckhou Ball game last Thursday, it reminded me about the times I had moments with each of them (most of them) in the past and recently past...they are great still and glad to know them though some of them are very irritating real bad...Sad thing we are not talking as much as we did before but its ok...At least I know them and their lives abit....

Haha, in whatever game there is, guys can make the game so entertaining and very lively than we girls do...yeah lah...rough out all the way!

Today is something I have been dulled after and I hate it the feeling to protect myself too defensive making my head hurts very badly.

Let me enjoy being outside more peaceful,can..please...

I was been asked by the lecturer by this repeating yet shocking question : What is one characteristic of your ideal partner?"

I was shocked to never know I would be one of the students to answer this....

I was too shy to say one...thinking of saying caring to be just blunt about it but if I can say it one more time, I will say it "mysterious"...

Yeah, I love mysterious guys because I love to get aniticpating of their next move or something and that's something will spice up the love life..hmm...hehe.

But not now, I am just not in the mood for it...

All I need is a guy to understand me (no offence to the girls) and as a friend...hug me when I am down till I sleep feeling the warmth.

" My Flower I love is Forever Growing And I Perserve it Till Im Gone..."