Tuesday, February 24, 2009
The War Commences
Right now, my mind is on the final exams which are hell less than 2 weeks....
This is what I have to worry about right now...
Making notes is easy
But
Remembering everything is another issue...
Damn...
Let all things shoot over me till this fire cease to ashes...
I don't mind the current situation...
Because there's more than having a good dream....making everything perfect...
I realized that I have my own stuborn habits....I forgot about it...
Stress is killing me yet at least cease one out is the presentation tomorrow...
I may just lose control or just flow the words out....hope so...
Finish once and for all...
"For Better Or Worse May Come Hold A Light That Showing The Life In Me"
Friday, February 20, 2009
You are so "ugly"
I don't really understand why such bloody people don't understand what is at stake...if you don't want to do it, tell me lah! Then I can just "SPARE YOUR LIFE!"
Doing a small part is like taking your life is it?
LIAR! SORRY TO MY A** MORE BETTER~!
Another one girl same school as me was in the some makeup workshop thing...that stupid chinese "so called clever" girl....we don't know each other...
Yes I looked chinese,I know for a thousand times...that girl mocking me....I am Muslim,BODOH!
Then I found that girl kept quiet....*pissed off*
OPEN YOUR MIND BIG BIG, THINK BEFORE YOU SAY...SOME PEOPLE GOT SOME BAD MENTALITY MANNERS!
I GUESS I WAS WRONG FOR LOOKING YOU UP AS THE MATURE KNOW IT ALL LADY... BUT YOU ARE THE ONE RUIN YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION! DIMWIT!
"BASKET!"
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Just Kiss Me Hard and Take Me Away
I am feeling very miserable, a big M....and I wanna scream so bad that everyone can find it very stupid...
Im so fed-up with studying...I don't care anymore...I don't feel the bloody drive to move on...
No one can really hold a candle onto me when I am in the tight situation,facing the obstacles... alone.
My body is made of hanging zombie with no soul in it....
I don't know why...
I am very bloody stress...facing the things like "Ooops I'm sorry''...
That can only just make me feel better for a sec...
I confessed honestly that I am in a deep green envy of someone has someone on his/her side...able to have someone to seriously talk to....and not talking to the wall once in a while...
Recently, I realised that whatever how much hurt their words may be, I seriously don't feel anything like it doesn't hurt at all..
OMG! My heart is dead!
Nonono,dun worry I am not dead...it is just I cannot feel the impact that's all.
I somehow find it very amazing...
Ok, tomorrow I have 3 hour makeup workshop...oh gosh I love it very much and at point of that, there will be motivational talk so that means that there's no lesson for me including the 5 classmates from my class..YES!
This Thursday, I will be interviewed by one teacher regarding on Vietnam Trip...ah..bloody nervous....wish me luck if you really wan...just don't fake it.
I changed the song because since I am in this mood to have light in my life right now...I think this song really suits me...
ENJOY~
"That's what happen when there's no excitement in our lives like a family without children around"
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Kisses and Hugs
I have been thinking about something that bothers me a few times occasionally...love or lust?
Or my heart getting crazily imaginally despo for love and it is not me who asks for it?
Haha,nevermind...just gonna control my emotions for a long while.
I know maybe V-day is so contagious that I am affected by it!
Haha, get a jab,singletons! Save yourself from serious goosebumps and heart sinks! :p
Argh, too many schoolwork to handle make me wanna throw them out of my window and see the papers "fly" away in the air...
I stressed enough to my limits and feeling the verge of breaking down...sometimes...
Me and Yve had made a intro song that goes like this...
Show me your backside fa la la la la la la la
Let the gas out for us to smell~ la la la la la la...
Haha~~!
How is it,everyone?
Very unique intro,huh?
The main idea all thanks to Yve's friend...haha.....
Tag my board for comments and craps but no vulgar insults please!
Now I feel I lost the best thing and need to add a new chapter in my life,again...not going to run and run away over and over again....
Kiss me goodnight,please....
"S & W lesson is for Sit and Wait Lesson and NOT for exercising haha!"
Friday, February 13, 2009
Happy Valentine's Day! (Im not sad,Blueks!)
To all Couples and those in love and even singing in love: May Love be with you Always! Don't fight and just care for each other as always be like the first time!
Umm, I am single and I don't mind about this...*go and hide one corner and act emo* HAHA! No lah, jkjk!;)
Ok lah that's all I wanna update!
PS: My laughter is getting contagious! SOS! >.<" BEWARE OF BLACK FRIDAY!
"Everybody has somebody, for me I have my homework to date with,haha!"
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
The Glimpse of Seeking Freedom
Today, my comrades and I had to show our presentation regarding on Singapore Grand Prix that we were assigned as ushers last September...as I can say again, it was great especially with the quite-"cool" security guards and policeman...I miss them like shit! Haha! Wow, Im despo already, k whatever...
Ok continuing before I sidetrack my story the presentation went smoothly,thank goodness except for small misfits and abit rocky...I was awared enough to make it continue to the end smoothly.Also thanks for members for making the presentation a big success,thank you!
I was pretty nervous but I let it slide and just relax of being myself when doing presentation...
Ok good great, it's over!
One down, a trillon more to go!
Oh gosh, projects and other such assignments will never,ever end! FISH!
Sigh, my life is getting better bit by bit now,Thank God!
I am really myself, not hiding but showing all of myself...
To be honest, it has been 18 years...18 long cold years...I might not know that when I was young then realized it when I gotten older.
I had been thru thick and thin all by myself...
I think back, I was surprised that I made it throught all that and don't know how that I did it...
You may think I am very the exaggaerating, but basket you! I don't care..because you are not in my shoes all the time!
I don't know, I can say one word right now: speechless...
Ok 2 weeks from now is the deadline of Marketing plan AND presentation! Also less a month to final exams.
EEE! Stressy!
I recently applied a position as a usher in image grooming semiar for all women at the Mariott Hotel in Orchard area...
Well, just give it a try!
Wanting to my final year a very interesting one...studying all the way is plainly disgusting!
Im physically and emotionally including mentally tired....wish to sleep like whatever time will be...
I have moved on and I can't believed it at all...
Im happy finally..finally...
"I love my boys, I love my girls eventhough they really know how to kick my butt!"
Friday, February 6, 2009
Far Too Many
K, now so many things I need to do...but so little time when having a lot of "bombs" suddenly falls on me...bullshit!
Somemore for worst, final exam is a month away...why have projects and other second important stuff blocked my way!?
Argh! Sigh, I want to participate in IAP Attachment,Vietnam/Chiangrai trip and hoping to do as many as I can this year...
Now I feel that right now is dead boring, sad and filled with regrets...I really want to make it so perfect but why I did get myself to ruin it.....I just don't understand....
Why ya still talking to me...don't make me be a troublemaker in your life,please.....
I just don't to make any more spolit in this time....
I just can't speak that way like before....go away....just hate me please!
"I am just too crazy for you to handle, boy are you jealous that I am prettier than you?"
Thursday, February 5, 2009
My Little Book
Ok now, what?
A notebook by one my friend for my past birthday, I was like thinking very hard of what I should use it for. Finally, an idea knocked my mind which is to use it as a memoto book. I have started to ask my class to have their honour to write their name,signature and their wishes.
I know it is pretty stupid to have it too early and usually for this should be done the half of the final year or near the end of the year.
But I was really afraid that I might forget all about that till it is too late to do it. It is because once my classmates graduated...it is over and done...
I have almost all of my classmates written in my little book. It feels nice to see what they have written...wishes and talking crap...maybe...haha
I did it right now...I lovin' it to the core
Thanks IET for writting my book, you are always the best!
Sad part now is that my 3 boys who have passed their O Level, finally able to enrol to the same polytechnic,Nanyang...
Basket them!
Why they have to leave? I gonna miss them, their teasing and alot of crazy stuff...
You somehow hurt me,ya know that?
But I know this is what you really want to achieve...
I support you still all the way...all the way...
You guys dun forget us when you are in poly,ah!
I smack your face if you do!
Seriously, it hurts me alot to see you guys go...
Promise me that you will soar...
Not soar in PSP and computer games,will ya haha!
I WILL MISS YOU,DAMMIT!
YOU HEAR ME!
" You'll be sorry if you see me cry"
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Random Stuff
Now is the beginning of February... I will admit that this is a month of Love Season...hehe!
So ok, now I have no words to blog in it but the pictures to spread you breathless...hope so,haha!
This is what happen when I got carried away of buying too many keychains w/o looking,haha!
Being a president of the class may be superior yet a burden like carrying extras for my ex class...I really glad that is over now...Thank God!
My Cooked Clay Artworks, it was fun and I want to try it again...
The Foreign Money Exchange (Ice-Cream Sticks as for size reference)
Rupiah coin (way lighter than Singapore coin)
China Money Certficate
Arab Money Note
My Unfinished Childhood, that's why I am still childish till now! Haha
This is the event I met a horrible person I ever met
Still continue to use it till it's gone
2 years ago I really want to use it but I guess this one has been abandoned by me,hor hor!
Where I found people smoking in the tight space school...
Should I use it or not?
A Coupon with no deadline stated...I guess I can use it for a hundred years over haha!
You and Me Must Created Trust
It has been 4 years my ex tuition teacher left it in my study room...and never retrieve it since then, poor eraser... :(
F1 Race Event Certificate Envelope
F1 Race Event Certificate
Singgapore GP Pte Ltd Logo
How much more unique can Singapore can be when we get so stressed up with the economic?
Our Famous Telecommunication
My Singapore Biennale Staff Card (Front)
My Singapore Biennale Staff Card (Back)
National Arts Council Logo
Singapore Biennale Certificate
"I am sorry that no words is coming out of my mind doing this updating, well pictures can surely save my life, don't they?"
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