Sunday, July 26, 2009
I don’t know if I think that whether I really busy during the absence of my blog; because I had dance practice, site-checking the venue, ordering the decorations cum coordinating with my other members’ opinions....bla bla bla...
Nowadays, my body is too stubborn to listen to me...because my body just don’t want to move though I really wanna move ....lol I have to drag my sleeping body through the day.
Still a lot of things to worry and need to be done, that drives my mind apart a big time...I just need to calm down at this point till the commencement of the project stated “Game Over.” Sigh, I really can’t wait for that day...
Then yesterday, I went with my mum together with her working colleague who has done a wonderful job serving us worry-free transport in his car since he lives at Malaysia.
A few incidents happened along the way...and yeah...a bit unfortunate for some and others very unfortunately funny...that my mum and her colleague blabbering with their lungs out...so funny seh haha! Like mother and son having a good time quarrel haha ..
The objective to go there is to make my own gown for my performance at Masquerade Party on 7 Aug 2009, Friday. Including making two baju kurung for me and my mum...
I seriously hope that my gown will be ready in 10 days time...please auntie...hehe...I seriously customised my own dream dress for my dream party I have been waiting for a long time...
I wanna look glam and seductive on that day since I will be doing my vocal performance.
A has fallen in love with B for 7 years together and out of sudden, the B’s parents has make a fixed marriage with C against the B’s will and instantly breaking A and B long time relationship to an awful tragedy.
I was like WTF! To the parents who make a fixed marriage with another person who B doesn’t even know or love that person sia...to me is like selling your precious stuff to the garbage monster...stupid sia....I really can’t believe having fixed marriages still exist!
I don’t care even the parents think that “this” is for their children’s sake of the future...initially B will have obviously forceful love marriage and for sure B will not be happy including dragging her pain and tears for being away the man she knows and love him very much for 7 years...not months but years...
I really feel sad for them...being together for so long...with the parents just heartlessly breaking the lovebirds apart...
I dun understand what the hell the parents are thinking sia...regardless whether the parents themselves having fixed marriage from the beginning...
Hello heartless parents, marriage is basically is about two people from all walks of life who “are willing to love each other and able to bond each other naturally”
NOT FORCING THE CHILDREN TO LOVE WHO THEY DON’T LOVE AND INTIALLY HATING THE HEARTLESS PARENTS TO THEIR GRAVES AND AFTER LIFE!!!
I pray that the wedding will be postponed and better never coming true to whatever reasons for holding it back..
Maybe the two love birds will be together again...
Hope that third party will be out of bounds and never be in hindrance between them!
I seriously wish I can do something to prevent that happen!
I wanna open up the parents’ eyes to see the greatest sin they have done...
Sad...so sad to see love getting the thorns out of this...after so long...
"Bleeding Love,Bleed Bleed Bleeding Love..."
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Get Wrong and Surprised
This week is getting crazy shit.
First, I first heard that S&W Lesson was annouced that it would start at 2-3pm...so left off at 11.30am and went to the J8,having Mac for Lunch and rest around...till then...
But to my horror...I went back to school and the S&W Lesson has almost ended!
Miscomunication or so called bias that turned out to be 1-2pm..F***!
Some classmates laugh at us of being late..*Shrugs...I don't care about that*
I not purposely wanna that to happen but was looking forward to it, u shit hell!
Then I was pretty disheartened and decided to ignore whatever shit happen but to have a chat with Laytin and Yve...for gossips and others...
We talked about alot of things such as "How "Dangerous" is he" and whatsoever on...in the random empty classroom...
I told a secret to them which turned out to be not so called secret anymore cos Yve got it as the same way I do,haha!
I felt so so so so relieved...
Laytin went home while I and Yve went to Yve's house to see what clothes she can wear on the Masquerade Party and practise our rountine.
Her area was so windy that I felt I wanna shift my house to there haha!
I reached home at around 7 plus at night...
F1 training started on last wednesday, was ok-ok because at least the instructor shared us with his life funny work experiences and so go including almost a fight with a customer from China...
I learned quite alot of him and he is indeed very funny person...
But in theory part, as usually you can say, it was very draggy boring and somemore under aircon for long hours...brrr!
I was lucky enough to bring jacket of mine due to rainy situation at the first place....Having jacket is indeed a very useful tool :)
After the training, I was suddenly very tired and struggle myself to be alert to go home...
Yes,thank goodness I made it home safely =)
Just now this morning, I met Yve at the bus interchange...and started to talk to her.
..
Guess what to my amazement,Yve told me a secret that got me shocked and got my heart a 1/4 broken...very sad but happy for him lor...what more I can do?
Wish him and his "ehem" will be together even they can withstand the tough obstacles together...AMIN~!
>.< v
Hehe...
Actually, besides me getting the heartbreak, there is the other one too get it...Im felt for her...
Dun worry girl, there are more suitable fishes in the open ocean everywhere and can anytime can catch the real deal with your bait,hehehe! ;)
" I told ya, Love such as in Fantasy or Real World, no such thing everlasting love,BULLSHIT!"
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Quite A "Rainbow-ful" Week
Since the school has opened its gates for us the students to start the ball rolling, umm...back to discussing the project thing...that's just making me sick again...I mean in my head...
But the good point is that we all got a hang on it and yeah left others kick a fist out of it...I scare of the last minute catfighting problems coming up.
Su,don't think too much (Advise by Dr.Yve,haha) She is the only good doctor who can withstand my extremely randomness madness mind,haha...somemore it is free! haha~~! XD
Hiring performers is very very the expensive which at least at usual $200- to whatever over your head!
So Yve,Laytin and I started to do our own dance rountine for our event...it was quite hard because of the cooperation and timing need to be exact of all of us...if not it will be messy...
We kept on practicing and practicing, yeah we got a hang of it...on the way we laugh like hell cos of the funny NGs we made haha! Very tiring at the same time so we took some break during the practise, cheh wah, we like doing this for competition sia,haha!
Yeah, we are just like discussing the dressup,makeup and whatever crap must involved in our dance appearance haha!
I think we may look seductive cos of the song I chose, I can't tell u now but later *wink*
I am very excited to do my own singing dream come true at my another classmate's event which is Masquerade Party which is another dream come true! YEAH! I love you,muaks!
What a double treat for me, I sing and dance with my dream party coming true at the same time which is very the shiok man!
I gonna make it a worthwhile memory for me with all my daugthers...we must get drunk right,Yvette?! haha!
That's all I have to say lah...
You...looking at me
With your eyes direct at me...
Oh no you don't
You just don't do that please
You just got love shot
By just a random cupid angel
To sabotage me
So please don't!
"Some light situation gotten me deep chills in my spine"
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Time to blog before the life of this blog runs out...
Hey,peeps in my turf haha!
It has been 1 week and 2 days since I last blogged...
Here it goes what has been going on with my life during the absence...
Before I start the line, I want to pay my tribute to the Legendary Pop Icon of All Times...
Rest In Peace (29 Aug 1958-25 June 2009)
May God Have Mercy On Him And Blessed Him With Light That His Soul Will Be Peace
MJ, I will never forget what your music has done to this world, you are my number no 1...To Me, your music is the part of my life where encourages me to do things that I can because of you...
I will never believe that you are gone because I know and feel that you are with us, wherever you are...
Love from me to you,MJ...
My group, Estrella Kudos Production is progressing quite alot and good thing that we have finally booked the venue...wee~!
But still we have alot of things to do in a few weeks time..drives me crazy...
I am assigned to do part of the proposal and doing decoration...yeah that's my niche..haha
FirstlY,Yve and I went to school to do some parts of "Keep Clean" something like that poster...and we talked crap a lot,haha..and done some colouring something2 haha...secret...and went for lunch at KFC....Talking more craps haha...
Yve and I then went to the Adam and Eve Gifts and Packaging located at Upper Serangoon Road to see the stuff and wanna order but the problem is that we scared that we order too much or little since we dunno the actual size of the venue....
We asked alot of questions, which was very intenstively feeling I got..I dunno about Yve...haha....
I made alot of noises once we out of the shop,haha cos it stresses me out,man!
Especially being the first time in the real situation to handle a real event, I mean REAL DEAL!
Then still got time, Yve intro to me to the Heartland Mall located near Kovan...
Finally, how many years I have been waiting to see the Kovan Condo, I finally see it personally... it is cool.. :) Thanks to Yvette,muaks haha!
At the Heartland Mall, small yet there's alot of things to see and there's great stuff better than Lot 1 haha..
We came to that particular shop called SKP which also party stuff a bit more than Adam and Eve shop because they actually seel clown wigs,witch hats and so on....
I bought the mask for one of my classmates' event on 8 Aug...I so wearing it as I will be performing...so happy..thanks again to Yve haha!
We tooked some pictures of ourselves,making a fun of ourselves haha
Finally we went home...exhausted hehe
I saw you in a glance..finally...
I smiled to myself...walking away
Though I can't love you
The memories hold dearly my heart
Glad that you came part of my life..
"My Metamorphosis Of My Time"
