I don’t know if I think that whether I really busy during the absence of my blog; because I had dance practice, site-checking the venue, ordering the decorations cum coordinating with my other members’ opinions....bla bla bla...

Nowadays, my body is too stubborn to listen to me...because my body just don’t want to move though I really wanna move ....lol I have to drag my sleeping body through the day.

Still a lot of things to worry and need to be done, that drives my mind apart a big time...I just need to calm down at this point till the commencement of the project stated “Game Over.” Sigh, I really can’t wait for that day...

Then yesterday, I went with my mum together with her working colleague who has done a wonderful job serving us worry-free transport in his car since he lives at Malaysia.

A few incidents happened along the way...and yeah...a bit unfortunate for some and others very unfortunately funny...that my mum and her colleague blabbering with their lungs out...so funny seh haha! Like mother and son having a good time quarrel haha ..

The objective to go there is to make my own gown for my performance at Masquerade Party on 7 Aug 2009, Friday. Including making two baju kurung for me and my mum...

I seriously hope that my gown will be ready in 10 days time...please auntie...hehe...I seriously customised my own dream dress for my dream party I have been waiting for a long time...

I wanna look glam and seductive on that day since I will be doing my vocal performance.

A has fallen in love with B for 7 years together and out of sudden, the B’s parents has make a fixed marriage with C against the B’s will and instantly breaking A and B long time relationship to an awful tragedy.

I was like WTF! To the parents who make a fixed marriage with another person who B doesn’t even know or love that person sia...to me is like selling your precious stuff to the garbage monster...stupid sia....I really can’t believe having fixed marriages still exist!

I don’t care even the parents think that “this” is for their children’s sake of the future...initially B will have obviously forceful love marriage and for sure B will not be happy including dragging her pain and tears for being away the man she knows and love him very much for 7 years...not months but years...

I really feel sad for them...being together for so long...with the parents just heartlessly breaking the lovebirds apart...

I dun understand what the hell the parents are thinking sia...regardless whether the parents themselves having fixed marriage from the beginning...

Hello heartless parents, marriage is basically is about two people from all walks of life who “are willing to love each other and able to bond each other naturally”

NOT FORCING THE CHILDREN TO LOVE WHO THEY DON’T LOVE AND INTIALLY HATING THE HEARTLESS PARENTS TO THEIR GRAVES AND AFTER LIFE!!!

I pray that the wedding will be postponed and better never coming true to whatever reasons for holding it back..

Maybe the two love birds will be together again...

Hope that third party will be out of bounds and never be in hindrance between them!

I seriously wish I can do something to prevent that happen!

I wanna open up the parents’ eyes to see the greatest sin they have done...

Sad...so sad to see love getting the thorns out of this...after so long...

"Bleeding Love,Bleed Bleed Bleeding Love..."