Yes, someone did help me to cheer up enough for me to stand up and step out of my darkness...

But I know...my emotions tend to be selfish...cos of the past I have been through this way too many times....

My conclusion is that The Angels Will Fall Deep First While The Devils Will Laugh and Control... Everything...

It never get out of my mindset no doubt....

I now you don't understand at this point....And I don't give a care about it anymore...

You are not alone with groups of friends...that console you like a human being...

But me as the "thing".....used and abandoned...like trashing empty drinking bottles...

I don't understand this type of concept...in this world....like all good things must be the bad ones...so called..."The Ultimate Trend"...

Being Sidetrack for a second, I wish I wanna go back to 70s-90s where simple minds and being cherish were all there...not being loose...

I don't know when I can breathe again...

Im scared...that's all I have to say....