Day and Night

Hit on the road or the water

I will see someone hold on to someone

Specially to her/him.

Group of loyal friends

Ganging together

Like loyal Mafia

Willing to rule the world together

Despites their differences

Yet so able to collide

Like brothers and sisters

Able to understand and give care

At each turn of event

I asked myself

"If this is their time...."

"When this will be mine?"

"Will I be too late live that time?"

It hurts and feel my heart with jealousy

Green with envy

All over and over again

Being hung by a thread

Getting to break at anytime

Like the flame of the candle

Is about to be blown away

I want to be saved by someone for once

I want to lay my head on someone's shoulder for once

I want to cry in front of someone for once

I want to be loved for who I really from someone for once

I want to hear the beautiful words like "I'm glad that you exist" for once

I want to be protected with someone for once

I want that someone to know that it will be ok for a long time for once

I want to be someone I can truly out my life I can easily trust for once...

Why is it so hard for me to have one?

Am I the expected target?

Will I have to be alone forever?

Please....help...me....

Just for goodness sake...listen to my heart breaking while I am acting strong to save myself from falling...

Im tired to be like this for so long...

Too long to be strong...Im fragile...going to break anytime soon...