I am feeling very miserable, a big M....and I wanna scream so bad that everyone can find it very stupid...

Im so fed-up with studying...I don't care anymore...I don't feel the bloody drive to move on...

No one can really hold a candle onto me when I am in the tight situation,facing the obstacles... alone.

My body is made of hanging zombie with no soul in it....

I don't know why...

I am very bloody stress...facing the things like "Ooops I'm sorry''...

That can only just make me feel better for a sec...

I confessed honestly that I am in a deep green envy of someone has someone on his/her side...able to have someone to seriously talk to....and not talking to the wall once in a while...

Recently, I realised that whatever how much hurt their words may be, I seriously don't feel anything like it doesn't hurt at all..

OMG! My heart is dead!

Nonono,dun worry I am not dead...it is just I cannot feel the impact that's all.

I somehow find it very amazing...

Ok, tomorrow I have 3 hour makeup workshop...oh gosh I love it very much and at point of that, there will be motivational talk so that means that there's no lesson for me including the 5 classmates from my class..YES!

This Thursday, I will be interviewed by one teacher regarding on Vietnam Trip...ah..bloody nervous....wish me luck if you really wan...just don't fake it.

I changed the song because since I am in this mood to have light in my life right now...I think this song really suits me...

ENJOY~