Not Good Not Bad Either...

That's I will describe my life right now...

Yes, I feel safe with my people now...

But eventually, I will be lonely and boring at major point...

Feeling frustrated and overtense...

Thinking the whole world is abandoning me...

Back to square 1...very tired of being to try make myself up and up constantly...

Thank God, I am given an option which is to study for the exams and beyond...

I know, tasteless and boring and having an increase of chance to become a nerd soon >.<"

Ok, but yeah only way to get away from loneliness and all those excessive emotions which Yve has thought me before...

Yve, you are my hero at one point,thanks :)

Ok now...alot of work to do...and yeah stress mode as usual...

I laugh away like nobody's business

Someone will think I am mad at this point

But who cares, they don't understand a single bits of my biscuts....

Being mad is being a jump of joy at certain extent...

Oh well...I can't help it cos it is naturally in my blood...

Guys, tell me the meaning of "Forever"?

Does it rings your head that any human lives is forever?

Or the things or whatever you are holding right now is forever there?

I honestly don't believe that word anymore....cos of things happened 2-3 years ago...

Sigh, bloody fed up with the same old being emotional bucket holder which I was that time...

I was one stupid girl of thinking helping people will be awarding to me..

Well, I am not that now...

Im changed...

(Just Pray For Me That I Will Not Screw It Up The Wall)